Connection comes in so many ways. Connection is the energy between people. It is emotions felt, expressed and left crackling. It is light and love and sensitivity. I know that the root of my images is connection. And yet - I keep my own connections pretty deep. You get glimpses of it in my photography and in talking to me. But I am very conscious of crossing the professional line to allow the deeper glimpses of my rock star underneath. And in session today with my amazing business coach,
Laura Watson I/we realized that in reining it/her in, I haven't been true to my art, to myself and most importantly, to my soul. I thought - this is a blog for my business, and though I have deviated slightly, it hasn't strayed far. And yet, my photography is art. And art comes from the soul. If I can't show my soul as an artist - what do I have?
So - Laura challenged me to cross that line. To smash it. And bare my soul. To share who I am. I thought I would do this in a separate blog. It felt safer and potentially less alienating. But no. It needs to be here. Because we never know when the words we share make a difference for someone else. So here she/we are. Her name is 9er and she has come to represent the better/crazier/more interesting/ligther/artsy parts of me. I am unleashing her in hopes that people will connect with my story, emotions and more. I welcome comments and interaction. Pass it along if you like. I am reaching out without (in theory) fear and I hope you enjoy the ride.
Grace and ease (below) isn't done yet. It took me 3 months to journal over the background because I was in love with the marks. I know there will be more on the other side, but wanted to share the process.